Things could be better but who is complaining....

As most of you know my grandfather has Alzheimer's and has been in a nursing home for a week now! It was really hard to make that decision but I think it is for the best. On most days he does not recognize anyone...to me that is the hardest. To see that blank look on his face as he looks at me trying to figure out who I am. See y'all I was his girl. His favorite. I have always thought the world of him and to me he is the greatest man in the world. Growing up I only wanted to make my grandparents proud.....I dreamed of them seeing me graduate from high school, college, get married, and see my children. However, the only thing that they both got to see was me graduate from high school. My grandfather did get to see me graduate from college and get married. The longer it takes for us to conceive the greater the odds are that Papaw is not going to get to see our little one. If he does he will not know who it is. So needless to say this is really hard on me and Randy as well. I really wish now that I would have educated myself alot more on the disease than I did. I went to visit him yesterday and took him lunch. It was a really good day for him. There were times that he knew who everyone was. These days are going to be to few and far between.

On a brighter note......I have started the fertility medicine today! I am really nervous though. I take it for five days and then was instructed by the Dr. to have sex every other day. Haha! I will keep you updated on how this goes....not the sex part! I will spare you on that one! LOL! I just hope that I don't experience any of the side effects including the multiple births.

Peace and Blessings

Easter....

Y'all I watched the Passion last night at church and it was my first time to watch it. We showed it at church for a youth fundraiser. If you have not watched it you need to. I believe every believer should see it! Y'all they really did tortue MY JESUS! He arose from the grave for you and for me! He is alive. Do you know that we are the only religion that serves a living GOD! It just amazes me how people can deny him! I really think you should see the movie... if you have let me know how you feel about it or what you think! I would love to hear your thoughts! I must say that it absolutely broke my heart to see it in such reality. To physically see what MY JESUS went through for my sins just puts me in awe!